Malaal

Gustakh-e-mohabbat mein gumshuda, kahán ko jaayein Ab mere gunaahon ki tasdeeq karta koi Mushkil hai zindagi aur hum thak gaye hain isse Manzil ke faasle nazdeek karta koi Ek shakhs ki hasrat ka harjaana—khwaab aur jawani bhi Ab munafa kya dekhein, behtar haal karta koi Suna hai maut ke baad haseen hoti hai zindagi Hamara qatl kar, hum par ehsaan karta koi Ek roshni si dil mein, tere baad bas andhera ho Jitna dikhayi de ghaav, usse gehra ho Aaya darr mujhe kaise tu pehchaanta jab Lahu-luhaan meri zindagi ka chehra ho Mohabbat hai ibaadat jismein bewafai shirk Aur shirk hota maaf na ghusl se, na wuzu se La-haasil is daur mein aur khoj-e-wafa bhi zaya hai Wafa hai ek nadi jo yahan behti bas lahu mein Jis shakhs ne fanaah kiya, gila hi usse kya karun Main usi ke liye jee raha hoon, ab usi se kya kahun main (damn) Ye toh ishq hai tabhi toh khair, warna Toote dil ki haaye tabah ho gayi hoti qaumein Aur bata de aisa kya karun ke tu bhi mujhe samajh paaye Toota hai aaina, woh patthar-dil ko kya samjhaaye Kya hi woh baadshah jo mohabbat na kharch paaye Dil mein ek ghar hai jismein gham ka baadal garajta hai Subah-e-justuju tu Meri shaam-e-aarzu hai tu Duniyavi baatein hain bohot alag Par husn-e-guftugu hai tu Tu zara sa alag sitaaron se Par chaand hu-ba-hu hai tu Garche ab nahi betaab, par Phir bhi ru-ba-ru hai tu Gustakh-e-mohabbat mein gumshuda, kahán ko jaayein Ab mere gunaahon ki tasdeeq karta koi Mushkil hai zindagi aur hum thak gaye hain isse Manzil ke faasle nazdeek karta koi Ek shakhs ki hasrat ka harjaana, khwaab aur jawani bhi Ab munafa kya dekhein, behtar haal karta koi Suna hai maut ke baad haseen hoti hai zindagi Hamara qatl kar, hum par ehsaan karta koi Na jaane kab tere dil par phir se dastak ho Makaan khaali ho toh kiraayedaar toh aayega Main apni raah par deewaar banaye baitha hoon Agar koi aaye toh kis raaste se aayega Tu yaad kar, tha khwaab par Ae Khuda, aise haalaat kar Jaise mile pehli mulaqat par Uska haath ho mere haath par Ab zindagi bin tere khaamosh Tu chup na reh, koi baat kar Rota dekh ke kya beetti hai mujh par Arsh se girta hoon khaak par Jaise dam taweez jinnaat par Gareebi ki maar anaath par Jaise sadiyon se neend ho aankhon par Qatl hua ek baat par Hai saath par agar woh khush nahi Usse zaat se meri azaad kar Rota main rahunga raat bhar Tu ghar mein mere barsaat kar Taaki dekh na paaye koi aansu mera Aur kisi ko pata na lage saza Uthenge haath woh maange dua Aur tera hi saath main maangun sada Tere khilaaf koi ho hi nahi sakta Haq mein mere na mile gawaah Phir aankh se teri ek aansu girega Woh bane kaaran maut ki meri wajah Jo socha tha woh kabhi hua hi nahi Halaanki chala haalaat ka bas Duniya jaise mere haath mein ho Halaanki woh tera haath tha bas Samjha tha tune hi zindagi meri Woh ek qissa tha, mera haal tha bas Ab palkon par rehta hai bojh sa bas Aur mann mein ghoome sawaal das Gustakh-e-mohabbat mein gumshuda, kahán ko jaayein Ab mere gunaahon ki tasdeeq karta koi Mushkil hai zindagi aur hum thak gaye hain isse Manzil ke faasle nazdeek karta koi Ek shakhs ki hasrat ka harjaana—khwaab aur jawani bhi Ab munafa kya dekhein, behtar haal karta koi Suna hai maut ke baad haseen hoti hai zindagi Hamara qatl kar, hum par ehsaan karta koi